YOU

2011-10-08T01:49:00.001+08:00

Hi,

I have been away for a year now. Nothing much has changed.

2010-12-26T20:39:00.002+08:00

Everything is back in perspective, the way I left it one year ago. Am I exactly happier? Ive no idea yet. But its true, its good hanging out with different people.

Just breathe.

2010-12-18T14:46:00.000+08:00

To really love a woman, to understand her
You gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought, see every dream
An' give her wings when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman
You tell her, that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
'Cuz she needs somebody
To tell her that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
Really, really ever loved a woman?
Yeah

To really love a woman, let her hold you
Til' you know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her, really taste her
Til' you can feel her in your blood
An' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman
You tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
'Cuz she needs somebody
To tell her that you'll always be together
So tell me have you ever really
Really, really ever loved a woman?

Oh
You've got to give her some faith, hold her tight
A little tenderness, you gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
You really gotta love your woman, ya

And when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman
You tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
'Cuz she needs somebody
To tell her that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
Really, really ever loved a woman?
Yeah

Just tell me have you ever really
Really, really, ever loved a woman?
Oh
Just tell me have you ever really
Really, really, ever loved a woman?

2010-12-12T22:24:00.004+08:00

Slow Jam

6 January the day I was looking forward since 25 June
wonder how has it changed. probably not

I wish there was this one perfect song, that could show you how Im feeling.
Although the current song Im tuned in to right this moment is good, its not the whole picture.
A love song. Forgot the name, but it has lyrics: I cant live if living is without you.. I cant live... I cant live... I cant give anymore...

Honestly speaking, Oldies always have their credit. Maybe amongst them all, some combination of elton john, celine dion ( i need you like water, like breath, like rain.. dadada ) or the beatles there would be a perfect love song.
Songs like 'i knew i love you before i met you' hopelessly romantic, but thats the way Im feeling tonight. Things feel so right.
Then again maybe it shouldnt be just a song, but with a setting. East Coast Park Pub with a live band, a old love song, a cold beer, maybe the sparkle in your eyes made by the flickering candles in the dark windy chilly night. Topping that like a cherry on an icecream, your smile. Takes my breath away all the time. Remember? Priceless view. The smell of the salty wind

another love hit
(i dream about this a thousand times before. i would give you my heart till the end of time. all i need, my love, my valentine. lalalala even if the sun refused to shine even if .... you will still have my heart untill the end of time, cos all i need is you, my love, my valentine)

Feeling a warm rise of emotions, positively speaking tonight.
I just miss old times. Who wouldnt. Just feeling the love tonight, odd

Im thinking of getting a picture blog! well this has been with me for ages, and being a lazy person, dont think that will materialise any moment unless with some unexpected human intervention.

Alrightdyo, this blog is supposed to be dead, and so it shall be
quietly

another song comes to mind. pieces of it
(i was her, she was me, we were one. we were free. if there;s somebody calling me home, Shes the one.if there's somebody calling me home, Shes the one.
we were young, we were one. we were fine. all the while.
if there's somebody calling me home, She;'s the one

when you get to where you wana go and know what you wana know
smiling
when you say what you wana say and know the way you wana say
you will be so highh.. you will be flyiiiinggg )

2010-11-30T22:41:00.001+08:00

Im giving in, giving up.

Unspoken, Unseen, Unheard. Un hurt. Perfect Goodbye

2010-11-30T22:39:00.000+08:00

The Click Five
Don't Let Me Go

I can see your shadow lying in the moonlight
I can hear your heartbeat playing on my right side
Every night I long for this, makin' up what I miss
I can hear you breathing letting out a sad sigh

You tried so hard to hide your scars
Always on your guard

Chorus
Don't, don't let me go
Don't make me hold on when you're not
Don't, don't turn away
What can I say so you wont
No don't, don't let me go...

I can see the skyline fading in the distance
Tears are comin' down
I'm trying just to make sense
I don't listen to the radio just the engine and the road
I wonder if my words are makin' any difference

I dream and then it seem to end
But always come again

Chorus

I'm comin' down
To where you're standing
I need you now or you'll be watchin'
Me hit the ground
With crashing in...

Chorus

Don't let me go...
Don't let me go...

2010-07-10T01:38:00.003+08:00

The lights would slowly pop up, you know it

Honestly, I wish things never changed, still the same as before. Countless nights of heartache, wasted tears, endless sighs. Its different now. Im coping still. Dont be worried, just dont ask, just be there, quietly for me. Thats all I need.

burn t

2010-05-07T01:29:00.001+08:00

18 -

I need

2010-04-24T23:18:00.001+08:00

Call your bluff

i might nvr be able to love again
nvr thought it would hurt
we surprise ourselves all the time dont we?

2010-04-19T19:41:00.000+08:00

F i x

Cry me out

2010-04-05T00:11:00.001+08:00

He's leaving End of May / June
& miles apart we will be
How long? I dont know

2010-02-27T00:28:00.001+08:00

hello hello hello
test test
changed cpu and internet is working yayyy

2010-01-04T02:49:00.000+08:00

Its no longer about myself

Happy New Year. This year started off well, for one, it didnt involve me getting squashed in the crowds trying to get the closest view to the fireworks, or being scolded after the clock strikes 12 and hurrying home. (leaving my poor friends stranded with no transport the other time)
It was great this year as I spent it over at East Coast Park. ECP LEH! 5 mins from my house! :D There was a combination of ships shooting red flares, turned out so beautiful if synchronised, followed by fireworks caught sight of a lil. Probably the last one was the one that made the impression since I was viewing it so far. There was also smell of bbq, crowded rowdy park for once. I like seeing everyone enjoy the nightlife.

So I got things into perspective. School starting 11 Jan; going to be crazy with me trying 6 mods.
Just got a lecture from Dad for spending more than 12 hours out of house almost everyday. So in the spur of the moment I spent 15 good mins to come up with a list of 20 things I need to do in the next one/two days that Ill be staying home before one more last bang(Tue/Wed) before school really starts.
Needa swimswimswimswim by the way. Still havent met important peeeeps :(

Audrey is flying offff. :(

Been a photo addict lately. Taking so many good shots. Show'em all soon babes :)
love, seeyourealsoon again

2009-12-20T17:42:00.001+08:00

Warm, Cosy & Loved. Sunday is Family day.

Woke up at 3pm. Helped Mother dye her hair. Really a lot of white hair. Brother left for HongKong yesterday. Father is currently sleeping on the couch. Im at the com, listening to live music over the radio, hugging my pillow, slowly drifting back to sleep. I made a list of things I should do, but highly unlikely to do anything today. Except pack for the coming week. Recharge myself. I love Sundays
6pm STEALTH

I'm missing quite a number of people today

2009-12-19T02:32:00.002+08:00

I have many secrets

I was looking at all the pictures Ive on facebook & this one just made me stare at it. Just kept staring at the eye, and looking at the symmetry of the picture

The past week was great, really. I feel so accomplished yet at the same time, kinda not giving myself what I really need. I have been out every single day, so drained now that Ive told the world Im going to bed so I dont need to talk to them. But really Im trying to figure out my thoughts. And Im wondering if I should stay home this weekend since next week would be another whole new rolllaaaacoasterrr ridee one helluvofa ride. You have no idea and its kinda still a secret.

Today was brillant, we went to a random mall and there were 12 xmas trees ard this mall, cos we all know there are 12 days of xmas! so every tree has "On the * day of xmas, my true love gave to me _________" And instead of checking out the new mall, we searched for all the trees and had a lot of fun. DIDNT FIND THE SIXTH! Did get lost and explored the west. One good day. Cant wait for the pictures! Too bad she has to work and will be uploading on Monday? :(

Looks like I cant turn down the 2 appointments tomorrow, any way I try to think. Its too last minute and probably cause disappointments, which I know, we all strongly dislike.

So here goes, Im really turning in. Loving the world today. The pretty lights down in town. Probably new malls opening like mushrooms all around Singapore.
Thank you all

Song's great esp the starting.
Music: One Republic - Secrets

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til’ all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I’ve said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I’ve been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

My god, amazing how we got this far
It’s like we’re chasing all those stars
Who’s driving shiny big cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don’t really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don’t let me disappear
I’mma tell you everything

So tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, All my secrets away

2009-12-12T00:59:00.000+08:00

Friday @ Tiong Bahru + Vivo + West Coast + Sch + Zirca : Queen of Queens
Sat @ possibly at pungool or tiong bahru or town
Sun @ possibly at pungoolll or 85 (+ swim)
Mon @
Tue @
Wed @ tyq
Thur @
Fri @ volley

forgetting something nvm
need to fit in 2 sessions of swimming/ boy/ Sher/ Aud/ Sh/ swimmingbabes/ xmas presents(or dont bother)
K tired tired tired, Fri almost killed me. Sat is here, Need to wake up early! Loooooong & Gooooood day ahead!

2009-12-06T02:36:00.000+08:00

We ride higher each time

Words that needed to be said seems lesser and lesser in here. Things which cant be mentioned. You guys take care
Im so tired by the continuous outings/events blah no time for $$/job :(

2009-12-02T02:46:00.001+08:00

I'll be there to catch you, I promise

Its been exactly one month since there was any action, or rather anything of which you guys know of. Today marks the last day of the exams. Good or Bad I always say, its over. So now, Life Begins as usual, the plain old exciting cycle. We never get tired of it right. Its like the damage caused after every Semester is just so painful you reel. So now, you ve got to recuperate just to be back in the shape, again. K lets not go there.

Firstly, Im sorry I havent been a good person lately. Ive not been replying messages and I just did everything today, after the paper. Hopefully Ive not forgotten anyone. And yes Im thankful for those who wished, showed concern, affection, love, friendship and what have you. Also, Im sorry for neglecting and I guess there's just no way to balance this. Im packed all the way up, easily to next sun. Man this kills and in addition Ive got a job offer and a boy to show my concern to. I wonder how my parents are gonna react to my potential daily activities. They are planning a trip too! Oh gosh!
Friends Friends Friends.

Today was a good start. Uni friends after the paper. Tomorrow will be swimming sec sch, thur :boy, fri : dinner girls, sat boy sun swim mon * tue (helprequested) wed swim thur
shit im missing smth and somethings cant be mentioned, surprises I say. Anyway Ive a whole lot to do this holidays.

(1) Earn $$ like a mad cow
(2) Spend $$ like a bitch
(3) Buy xmas presents(got requested of me)
(4) Make an awesome present. Make that two. THE BEST PRESENT I EVER MADE.
(5) K why am I reporting to you guys?

K more pictures up soon, sorry for the late update
Now, We can do what We got to do

2009-11-01T00:11:00.001+08:00

High on alcohol, I'm insanely happy tonight.

2009-10-31T01:37:00.001+08:00

Coming of the Sun

Base 1 Base 2 Base 3. I like the way she classifies it. Gives me some sort of direction. Puts a cap on certain things and where things are bound to end up at. Had a good game today in training, though I cramped up, they were great. Felt so refreshed, so much like my usual self, so not me now
Birthday's coming, why do I find myself not looking forward to it ? You guys really shldnt bother celebrating. K Im off, Im so tired and Ill be out tomorrow exploring with a good navigator through the hidden streets of my lovely green home, Singapore

wtf am I blabbering abt

2009-10-24T01:40:00.001+08:00

Heading in no direction

I wanted to write this down, to serve as a memory to remember things I could forget, things like these, things we did. I like the way he talks, the way he touches, his eyes, his super long sexy name, the things he say, the way he describes it, his memories, his foreign home back - somewhere Ill never see. What I anticipate, what I try to piece together, what made me tear just hearing

iregret
Ive been constantly placing myself on the edge wanting to let go and yet I find myself being pulled back very willingly. Getting into a lot of shit lately but its really in my power if I wanted to stop the shit. Im just not cruel enough.

I heard it for the first time tonight, and it worked like magic for me.
Just kept thinking of the song. You are so gonna like it.

Music: All The Right Moves - One Republic

All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
They've got all the right moves in all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

Just paint the picture of a perfect place
They've got it better than what anyone's told you
They'll be the King of Hearts, and you're the Queen of Spades
And we'll fight for you like we were your soldiers

I know we've got it good
But they've got it made
And the grass is getting greener each day
I know things are looking up
But soon they'll take us down
before anybody's knowing our name.

They've got all the right friends in all the right places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the right moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down

Do you think I'm special?
Do you think I'm nice?
Am I bright enough to shine in your spaces?
Between the noise you hear
And the sound you like
Are we just sinking in an ocean of faces?

It can be possible that rain can fall,
Only when it's over our heads
The sun is shining everyday, but it's far away
All the world is dead.

They've got,
They've got all the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the right moves and and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down

They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
http://www.elyricsworld.com/all_the_right_moves_lyrics_one_republic.html
Yeah, we're going down

It doesn't matter what you see.
I know i could never be
Someone that looks like you.
It doesn't matter what you say
I know i could never face
someone that could sound like you.

All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the right moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down

All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the right moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down

They said, everybody knows everybody knows where we're going
Yeah we're going down
They said, everybody knows everybody knows where we're going
Yeah we're going down

Yeah we're going down
Yeah we're going down

All the right moves, hey
Yeah, we're going down
All the right moves, hey
Yeah, we're going down

2009-10-18T21:02:00.000+08:00

He died

Yesterday. We went to see animals, came across hamsters and I was telling him my experience with them.
How fat, how diseased, how hyperactive were the hamsters my friends and I had. And he didnt say a word.
Oddly, I could guess what he was thinking, so I confirmed it.

'Are you thinking of shooting it?'
'How did you know! You can read my mind. I was thinking whether if I used my pistol to shoot it, will the bullet go straight thru or just stop halfway...'
(his pistol, back at home)

Haha I was pretty sure it will stay in the poor hamster's body. Not like its a fast speed bullet right? Anyway that was pretty funny.
The Hurt Locker was a good movie btw. We had so much fun

/
Oh and I fell down for the second time in school on Friday. (Imagine me running damn fast den suddenly dropping flat to ground.) This time it was fucking hilarious. He named Friday as the 'Bash-Clarice' day because I kept injuring myself. Damned

/
K so much funny things happened. I just cant keep typing like this right.
Makes this whole post weird. Got to go!

2009-10-14T23:51:00.000+08:00

Split myself in doubles

Ho apparently I havent been updating things around here. Cant really say Im enjoying life right now, with school and the fucking midterm results. Haha was everything but pleasant, so dont ask. Other than school work, forever not doing my work den panicking den having to plan to catch up which I procastinate so, way to go! more to catch up. Anyway thats not the point. I just constantly have to think of the amount of work Ive on my shoulders. Term papers, more project meetings, more assignments, well its good in a way, the term is ending ?!? Haha k thats quite a distance away. Im starting to type type type whatever that comes to mind.

So thats one part of me. Social life practically dead. Been swimming with the girls every sun or wed, or meeting up with miss Audrey and volleyball practices. plus school activities ive taken part in, which is supposedly to be fun. Cant attend bbq this Friday with hm mak yq! :( and shit what else have I missed? Other than that, Im all dedicated to him. Im gonna surprise him on Friday!
When shall I let him in, that Ive a blog!

My brother finally got his ordered iphone! And he's contemplating between selling it and using it!
Got to go babes&dudes, Bye!

2009-10-09T03:29:00.002+08:00

I cant tell you that, yet

2009-10-08T04:32:00.001+08:00

Governed Separately
Back and fro back and fro back and fro.

Music: Come What May - Nicole Kidman Ewan Mcgregor
Ive been neglecting other things lately, things that I once thought meant everything to me. I mean, it still does right? I just took a little detour, left it to fate, and Ive finally found my footing. Perhaps in a totally new spot, where Im supposed to be at this time. The time is right, isnt it

Words aside, Ive been watching movies. Good movies actually suggested by him for 2 nights in a row. Look at the time. Thank God its e-learning week. I can finally breathe. And when Saturday comes, one week is over, I should have an answer ready.

2009-10-06T02:40:00.000+08:00

At my door

Ive nvr thought of what kind of guy I needed, not what I want. Well, start thinking now

2009-10-05T00:29:00.000+08:00

Im in battle

need to w e i g h

2009-10-04T03:16:00.001+08:00

Speak the same language, with the right words
Music: Robbie Williams - Feel

I wont let this by.
When things seem to start taking shape, its time to let go.
Reasons I cant explain any further and only in hope you understand.
Maybe I should look you in the eyes, no more. For, you see something,
and its encouraging your feelings,
seeing something which contradicts everything Im fighting to keep.
1 week time out

babes tmr :) lets work it out

2009-10-02T03:36:00.001+08:00

What would you do when it all happens at the same time

Ive been happy. Ive been excited. Emotions everywhere. Placed myself out. And the rest is up to you guys. Show me the way, please
Midterms are officially over for me. Had fun today, and my 2nd date. Looks like tomorrow is with him too. Thats all Im saying.
Thank you all for being with me.

Now, I need to get myself back in shape. Swim Swim Swim
So hungry nowwww

2009-09-27T19:00:00.000+08:00

Joyride

You guys dying to know how the date went
There's one more coming up actually. (damn me) Just this gut feelin' Im following. Trying to figure out what is the cause.

Is it because he's ... or ... (decided its private) ? Oh Audrey, you know !

On Constant De Replay ; come to think of it, ties really well with F1

K till then, Ive got to survive three papers with two tmr. No doubt, I was very distracted

2009-09-22T01:37:00.000+08:00

In state of stress, I told Mumzy I really cant seem to concentrate and study. Its so stressful.
Guess what she said? 'Go grab a can of beer and carry on.'

2009-09-20T03:42:00.000+08:00

Ive decided and I will stick by it. Im going
Sorry

2009-09-19T01:51:00.000+08:00

My heart feels like its gonna burst. My head cant seem to control my heart any longer.
What's this? Something new? Its exciting, scary, terrifying. Im losing my grip. He's coming
nxt week nxt week nxt week

I really need to focus and get my work done.
FOCUS CLARICE FOCUS. FUCK. FOCUS.

2009-09-17T00:43:00.000+08:00

Mumzy just msged me from her room. Such a sweetheart
Music: Black Eyed Peas - Meet Me Halfway

2009-09-15T01:41:00.002+08:00

Wild Colours on fire

Needless to say, how much you mean to me,
Audrey Sim,
I pray for all the good things for no one else but you, my love

ps do you see those poor army boys at the back? vast greenerrrryyyyy

2009-09-14T20:07:00.003+08:00

He taught me something new

I think I’d be a different creature,
When I’m with you,
Literally

Perhaps a hopeless romantic,
Bubbling words of love,
Singing songs of merry, and
Dancing as the happy soul takes my hand
Experiencing something totally new,
Totally different
Difference, a different sweet scented,
Me

Written on a Late Monday riding in a bus
Music: GooGoo Dolls - Better Days

How appropriate

2009-09-14T20:06:00.000+08:00

And you asked me what I want this year
and I try to make this kind and clear
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
'cause I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
and designer love and empty things
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words and sing out loud
'cause everyone is forgiven now
'cause tonight's the night the world begins again

I need some place simple where we could live
and something only you can give
and that's faith and trust and peace while we're alive
and the one poor child who saved this world
and there's ten million more who probably could
if we all just stopped and said a prayer for them

So take these words and sing out loud
'cause everyone is forgiven now
'cause tonight's the night the world begins again

I wish everyone was loved tonight
and somehow stop this endless fight
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words and sing out loud
'cause everyone is forgiven now
'cause tonight's the night the world begins again

'cause tonight's the night the world begins again

2009-09-11T01:18:00.001+08:00

shoot me.

2009-09-10T01:13:00.000+08:00

NICE ONE TEOWEIEN ! IM GONNA KILL YOUUUU

I seem kinda outdated with movies
But ever since ever,
I was waiting for Brad Pitt's Inglourious Basterds which is coming out on 17 September !
( I think 2 months back I was searching online trying to find this movie to watch when it wasnt even out! the media was alrdy sooo hot abt it! )
& there came Megan Fox into the picture with her newest movie, Jennifer's Body in Cinemas 9 October 2009 ! Chic Flick with scary elements ?
Yuummmmy boys. Stupid boys

So I was looking at the Box Office and I remember the previews of these movies that quite blew me away.
Coco Before Chanel
I Love You Beth Cooper ( simply cos Hayden Panettiere is in it ) Cheap reason

Alright anyone game ?
And, Im feeling much better. Thanks. Ive nt been to sch for 2 days alrdy. Tmr will be the third! Shiok!

2009-09-08T22:36:00.002+08:00

Signal

Last night was terrible. When everyone was asleep, I vomited 5 times. Almost fainted, kept wondering where was everyone. Ha, woke up feverish today and was bed bounded the whole day. Strengthless. Ive not eaten the whole day. Ah my head hurts

2009-09-07T00:27:00.001+08:00

Normal Normal Normal Normal Normal not Normal

What's this ?!? Bubble in

2009-09-01T02:11:00.000+08:00

feelin' like im feelin'

Mon Lessons, 8am-6pm
Hours awake : 20 hrs and counting
Sleep banked from last night: 2 hrs
Current status: Heavy head. Moodless. Heavy eyelids. Hungry
Success of keeping awake thruout the day: 95% with eyes threatening to close
Reason: Good company, gt damn high like I was on the drug Fatigue

Tue & Wed is alll mineeeeee bugggger

2009-08-26T00:31:00.000+08:00

Crossing over

2009-08-23T05:49:00.001+08:00

De Replay on a Rainy Sunday

I don't know where I crossed the line
Was it something that I said
Or didn't say this time
And I don't know if it's me or you
But I can see the skies are changing
In all the shades of blue
And I don't know which way it's gonna go

If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain

(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain

I thought that time was on our side
I've put in far too many years
To let this pass us by
You see life is a crazy thing
There'll be good time and there'll be bad times
And everything in between
And I don't know which way it's gonna go

If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain

(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain

Oh we're a little closer now
And finding what life's all about
Yeah I know you just can't stand it
When things don't go your way
But we've got no control over what happens anyway

If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain

(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain

(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Can't stop it no, you can't stop it, just can't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Let it fall, please don't stop the rain

2009-08-21T02:29:00.000+08:00

I'll do the things you dont like

Bash is this Sat, DnD next Sat
The weekend is here! Gotta do a lot of catching up, missed wayyyy too much

2009-08-16T01:55:00.002+08:00

P o w e r

Weekends are almost gone.. when It started just yest.
Its so unfair, Why didnt God put 12 days in a week, 5 days work and 7 days play ? Isnt that so much more motivating?

So anyway, I have these really pretty swollen hands now 1.5 times bigger.
Swinging them slightly while walking did hurt but it is said that women can tolerate pain so much better than mennn
The training really pushes you to the max, or rather the coach was so fierce that I was damn damn scared and stressed yet Im thankful when I started performing
Good Ball ! Its okay ! Better get it over the other side ! MOVE MOVE MOVE
Its crazy, they just call you on court for matches after matches even if its your first time. They just leave you there to figure out Ha vs girls den vs mixed

Dinner&Dance is coming up. Can I go Can I go Please Please

2009-08-15T00:00:00.004+08:00

People like you make things so complicated

He's words so overused. So worthless
I think this blog is doing My Life a great amount of disservice
I shall cut down

Lgbaby is back and Im no longer excited to use it Ha

2009-08-14T00:53:00.004+08:00

Imagine this, being friends with your gd friend's ex

School was Good today and It will get better tomorrow cos Ill have my First training session. Saw people I wanted to see around and hanged ard in school till late.
I was pretty much torn. There's this whole new new light to school this sem, so similar, what a pattern

5 hours 8 mins of sleep ! Tireddd

2009-08-12T22:54:00.004+08:00

Hey there Sexy

Monday
Music: Black Eyed Peas - I Gotta Feeling
School was unusally good today. I only had one lesson since tutorials are nt in yet. 8-10am. So the day was quite in place. Some stranger smiled and said Good Morning & smiled again, like I was no stranger. And the people in school seem to all look very familiar now, saying Hi Hi Hi & smiley cute faces. Hmm perhaps its the First day of school, that explains all this buzz. For once, Science seems so alive! Big grp gatherings here and there, smiles everywhere, talktalktalk. Interesting.
Where is my eye candy!

After school I hanged ard a lil blah and off I was to an intended crafts shopping to make this desired present in my head for a very impt person. Haha Im back now, and somehow I forgot things here and there cos I had no intention of what cloth I would be using, what goes best and all, looks like Ive to make another trip down. I just did some samples and its turning out quite lovely. Way to go! Didnt manage to meet C, blah

Tuesday
Music: Muse - Supermassive Black Hole
Day two of school wasnt any worst den the day before. Haha All hyped up so far. Probably cos the heat hasnt settle in yet, tmr I will finally get a taste of my core modules Oh man! Wish me luck! Anyway today was plain dumb. I just seem to attract dumb things. But Ive gt a consolation that Im funny! although it didnt sound er flattering. Haha
What top a cherry on this wonderful day was, while I was engrossed in my phone msning, occasionally looking up for buses, I SAW MY EYE CANDY. HA EAT THAT! Was dumbfounded for a min, like trying to gather my head back together and think. Not like we dont know each other, I just had to look away and pretend I was busy with my phone. Dammn it! So he sat there, I sat there, buses came and went! And I didnt say anything! I can be shy, digest that.

So I was 100% charged emotionally. Went to catch GIJOE which wasnt just okay la. Its worth watching. Quite lucky with the movie slots. After which did shopping, went to get my crafts & off I was to ecp to help this ass with his work. Draineddd I was kinda late for 2/3 appointments. super late :

Finally Afternoon lessons tmr! Being first week of school, I shant pon!
Anddd Im lucky!, just heard the news one more mod is having a webcast! Free dayyy! Just hope luck stays and I will have another day off! Shiok! Also, I will be taking part in kayaking! YES YES YES! specified for 1 star holders! Thats me me me! :)

Remember the details and every word breathed. You dont wana go wrong
V

2009-08-12T22:53:00.003+08:00

2009-08-11T01:26:00.001+08:00

Feelin'

School starts in less than 7 hrs. Got to wake up in 5 hrs. One new semester! Im a Year 2 now! Oh mannn It will be good! Lets Do It!

2009-08-09T01:06:00.000+08:00

Boys Boys Boys

Have you ever spoken to one who cant hear or speak? I had my first encounter today, unexpectedly. It was horrible. I felt horrible. Heartwrenching when he had to write on his palm, or when that woman had to translate. I felt powerless

My last Good Sunday! Oh and Happy National Day ?!

2009-08-08T01:15:00.000+08:00

For once, Ive this strong urge to talk to my Brother. He's not back yet.. Where is he ?
Nights, long day tmr

2009-08-07T01:36:00.001+08:00

1215 INTO TWEET ? Father and I made Tea together. He taught me the secret behind Tea Fragrance. Haha Somehow my Tea doesnt taste so sweet now.. It warm alrighttt; And... Ive nt had anything cold or chilled for, is it 1 week or 8 days? Its torturing !

School's officially starting on Tuesday. Initially I wasnt looking forward to it but now, the idea seems.. okay. Haha You have gt to see my August calender, its full of memos each day, I feel so stressed looking at it. (1230 oh fuckshit really, I just deleted all my memos by accident.wtfwtfwtf fucking cant rmb) Also, that guy who took my Lgbaby for a beauty treatment is back! Hopefully I can get it back tomorrow!

135 Memos for August restored! Is something missing? Hmm
So, Im not free tomorrow or Saturday, double taken on Sunday, double booked on Monday, and TUESDAY : SCHOOL ....

2009-08-06T02:26:00.000+08:00

Mary Jane

He knocked for quite some time, Looked desperately for a key. By then, I find myself letting he in. Slowly.
Secrets. With the world so small, I doubt I can keep this one for long..

Now, What's the first step

2009-08-04T03:59:00.000+08:00

Perchance no more, Thou Shalt Live

Ive been living in a fantasy. My own bubble. What was frightening, really
Perhaps I should care more. Starting tomorrow, with the movies and the catching up.
Oh sweeeetieee, how've you been

I didnt mean to

2009-08-03T04:05:00.001+08:00

When I look at you, my mind goes on a trip

Cups of Coffee Books Glorious Sun Talks Long Walks New faces Head spinning Round and Round . More pictures can be found on Almighty Fb. Blah
Look at the Time! Later on, Ive another session for acupuncture, which can be rather traumatising. Shall elaborate more, when I find gd ol' Time.
Another week, the Final week. Embrace yourself for the last big bang

Ah! My blog is taking a new shape, closer to what I imagined. v

2009-08-01T01:14:00.007+08:00

When you're ready

Music: Lifehouse Come Back Down
Did I mention I went crazy and got a new phone? Wait till my Lg baby comes home & we shall be united. New gadgets do make me feel good. Haha figuring them out is another thing. What I liked most, is of course, Music has found its way back to my ears. Imagine how I felt when Sony's earpiece failed me. K Ive nt mentioned quite a lot here anymore. Getting tired. 1 more new thing, I went for acupuncture for the first time. 8 needles. After which they were heated up. Ha. Fear and Shock, no stranger for the first time. 2 more sessions and I can play ball next sem baby

thats it

2009-07-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

Se gme nte d

You know I typed quite a bit, which I just couldnt seem to post eventually. Just so much till I felt like saying nothing at all

2009-07-27T23:39:00.001+08:00

Gushing hot heat, the brain churns at such a high speed when you know you have found someone who thinks like you but wait, there's something more to it, Im not letting the person know who Im! So, I did something I never could see myself do, comment feelings Anonymously . There's this inexplicable thrill, to speak the right words, to clearly show, to prove that actually, I know what you are feeling and that we are, afterall similar..

And it gets better when the person just..

2009-07-26T13:45:00.000+08:00

I Love Sundays, especially during the holidays(when there's no school tmr)
Sunday's looking really lovely, Radio's doing such a good job in getting me into the mooood and I can feel the sun's warmness in my room.
Nothing overpowering to cause me to break out in a sweat. Its the Afternoon! Time to head out! Plans to the west have been changed ! We will be heading to town! Yay Dont you just love going to town in preettty clothes? What to wear What to wear!

2009-07-25T03:54:00.007+08:00

Good Girl

Dear C******,

You are co-ordinately invited to be present on 25th july,

7*1 Bedok Reservoir View #10-1*9,

to attend Steph's 20th birthday.

Pls RSVP.

Got reprimanded yest for late coming a few days this week. Was manageable anyway. So today, I just stayed home(mainly for high intentions to be out on Sat♥ & Sun), didnt go out meet the p♥♥ps : bummerrrr

Yep so let me see you through my day at hom♥, Started with me being awaken by a couple of messages, I washed up, replied, read a lil & fell asleep! I guess I really wanted to sleep. But, I woke up again by more msgs. I could seriously die. Couldnt sleep anymore so I headed out & life begins as a crouch potato. Watched new dvd series & ate ate ate. Mother came home, ordered me to mop the floor(whenever Im home kkkayyyy) & started nagging (again again again, its been a month already) To pack up, dust the books, pack my closet- so the doors can finally close

And amazingly, I did it! Arent you proud? Started with a draggg, packing my desk den the books notes rubbishhh
break................................
Got to my closet!( I prefer doing up my closet! So fun!) ... After 1hr, Ive nt touched my clothes! Amazing! I was packing the gifts section and blahblhablha. Only now Im finally freed from all thiissssss. Ive gt a cut on my elbow(I think, cos I cant seem to see the hidden spot! fugly hurtxzxzxzz)

But I must say, packing was super worth it, my desk alone looks brighter! (I can finally see the white white walls, haaa), Im able to finally shut my closet! haha & I found a lot of hidden treasures!

Lets see, hmm one wine bottle filled with love seeds, one almost new wallet ( I still want to get a wallet though! ), love letters, gifts since pri sch, calender during A lvl days, truckload of accessories (wtf), some gifts that werent even fully opened! A bottle of Dubai sand, awards blah so much exciteddd
& lastly, the most rewarding! A CHANEL BAG (no kidd! I went to wake Mother up and beamed at her! OMG ) lovely sweeeeeetieeee

I really wonder whether I will find more treasures the next time I organise my closet again! Somehow I always do! Maybe I have a Secret Closet Genie! What a nice thought

I need a new playlist. Im sick of my current one. Blah
Old songs get to you, tortures your mind, captures your heart,
kills you silently

401 Im watching this damn funny jap comedy he introduced.
Like wtf have beenlaughing for 2 hrs !
410 Good Morning ! Im off to bed !

2009-07-22T04:34:00.008+08:00

220709 433
Another long night of talking. Need to find the means to stop this nonsense.
Im turning in now. Super derived of Sleep

2009-07-21T04:11:00.000+08:00

Rosewood

Wine & Blueberries. I need a new book.
Oh no, its the early Tuesday Morning! Look what chatting does! How to wake up early and not be late! Haha Ive a few Good weeks left to have fun, earn money and just waste time. Im Packed! Planning seems to be very useful now

Lo♥ely

2009-07-20T00:22:00.001+08:00

The buttons on my phone are worn thin

Im getting the ebee gbees. Work was pleasant today. Wasnt short of Companions. Felt the l♥veee. Time just flew and they said I performed; somehow huh. So I get a reward(which I nvr knew existed)! A lot of freebies given & IVE MY MONEY ! I just feel like working and working and working now. Also, I learnt more about wines. Drank quite a bit of Ice wine, white wine blahblahblah & poor lil face turned red, when I was on the job. High, Shiok. Brought the remaining Ice wine home ! Drink tomorrow yay

Lets go shopping! Wrap this that and that up for me! Now!

2009-07-19T00:37:00.000+08:00

It always ends like this, no surprise

Eyes are tired, blood veins visible. Whole world says I look like Im half awake. First day of the week at work and tomorrow's the last, which should be more exciting considering the fact that I will get my money, immediately. Cold hard cash. I know how I am gonna spend it all already Yes! YES! Its good money I must say, I get paid even when Im having my break & I slacked like hell lot. helllllllllllllllllllllll lot to be exact. I ate 4 different times( a rough guage, haha), went to toilet(long dist) quittteeeee a number of times which explains why my legs feel like jelly now. Met familiar faces. Hmm
I want to sleep but Sunsweet Pitted Prunes sooo not helping with my tummyache.

Work your magic, hurry

2009-07-19T00:36:00.000+08:00

You lied, you would still lie

2009-07-17T23:14:00.000+08:00

Lately You've been hard to reach

Major minor Major minor Major minor Major Major Major minor minor Major minor minor? What to takeeee! Argh Two more days of work, way to go girl! Fantastico

2009-07-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

Get yourself together

Have been trying new things, things that throw us out of the comfort zone. Also the usual swimming, food&movie marathon, at any of their cribs. Feeling pretty much aimless now. I have to get work done, earn money, research for the new school term, pack up everything. Its gonna be one helluva ride. I think I will give tomorrow's trip out a miss. Spend some pretty good time with a nice good book or perhaps the new dvd Ive been watching, all on my new couch that came in today. Surprise Surprise. Its my time now.

He finally gave in

2009-07-16T23:41:00.001+08:00

Sieve out the good ones, keep the bad perhaps

2009-07-15T01:34:00.000+08:00

Suunny Sidddeup, Sunniwed

helloha here comes my long awaited getaway. Get into tiptop condition & den we can wear preeeetty clothes alright baby
I need to catch up with Sleep.
Fucked up bus driver made me vomit the other day. Sat on his bus again!

noloveforyou
ive gt you on my radar radar radaaaarrr, gt you; so hott,

2009-07-15T01:30:00.000+08:00

Every song has a different story to tell.

2009-07-14T04:37:00.000+08:00

One last appeal

Its The Early Morning. I feel normal hungry and not tired. The Radio 's playing hits of the past, when we were in school. Oh, School. Those uniform days.

nightsmylove

2009-07-14T02:46:00.002+08:00

Quivktart

Fuck this seriously. I cant get the skin the way I have it in my mind. Anyway, I realised(after attempting to change skin) that my prev skin was really old and sooo, uninviting. New stuff here baby, not that its inviting
Wasting time out tomorrow. I just dont want to be home dusting mopping around a free day. A great day to spend with Babylove after the checkup. And guess what! I woke up to this amazing dream today. I could feeeeelll it reallllll. No wait, I was interrupted by a call, saying I was late(lie)! Wtfuck okey. I attempted to go back to continue the bloody Good dream, but it so didnt work. Seriously the second good dream I rmb in my 19yrs. I think I can smell love
Went out. Hang around. He did make my day. Silly.
Gonna catch the movie Ive been buffering for ages now

It was a Sunny Sunday, the way I loved it. Went for work, Had a normal but amazing night. Ended with a bang flat on the ground.
He's nvr gonna talk to me anymore, for,
I shot him point blank at the heart. again. I think I owe you

2009-07-11T23:00:00.001+08:00

Time out

2009-07-09T22:45:00.005+08:00

Knock you down

" IVE THIS STRONG FEELING IM HITTING THE JACKPOT.
IM ON MY WAY TO BECOMING THE YOUNGEST MULTI-MILLIONAIRE, NO! MULTI-BILLIONAIRE.
JUST WATCH ME.
ANYHELL, TOMORROW'S THE FIRST STEP.
LETS WORK! NOW WHO WANTS HEINEKEN! "

& Im fine if you are wondering. Im still, Breathing, Eating more (5 meals), Coughing (till I cant sleep) & Spending before I earn the money. Coolness. Updates soon

2009-07-09T22:30:00.002+08:00

adv (100 bucks now payable)

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& ATTACHED GUYS

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NOW NOW, DONT GET SO EXCITED ALRIGHT,

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NOW, SHOW ME SOME LOVE !

2009-07-08T23:32:00.001+08:00

For you - March 12

The time we have left is little,
what we have is negligible
so why not forgo these emotions,
& be better off?
or to just leave it to fate,
to decide?

Those eyes,
glittering under the sun,
yet small are they,
unique & undefined.
What they set their sight on,
is hard to tell,
hard to guess,
yet one wonders,
if they were set on,
me.

That smile,
so rare, so inviting,
so harmless, so reassuring.
its rare to a stranger,
but so familiar to pals.
The purity, whiteness
blinds ones eyes,
lead me on,
please.

Those words,
so warming, so heartfelt,
yet so shy & unsure.
initative is what i want.
reassure what i feel,
lead me on,
please.

i wrote this for you. that is,
if you know who you are.
copyrights reserved (:

-written 13/03/06; J1
So silly, So entertaining, So worth remembering

2009-07-07T22:40:00.001+08:00

2009-07-05T07:15:00.008+08:00

Small threshold

Music: (Played over and time again) Hinder- Better than me
My brain starts of quickly on an Early Sunny Sunday Morning. Slept at 4? Im in my bed now, enjoying lying back, typing on the laptop, going through the Top 30 hits. Perhaps things would be better if it was a little more cosy and that the Sunrays would come in and warm my feet for me, for you are not with me. One of those days I feel like going to the Beach and drinking coffee, then coming back for a nice afternoon nap. Oh great, Lovely Breakfast just made it to the table

Dont probe too much. (laptop batt just depleted by half, so disturbing)
Im coughing like mad. What an unromantic finish
Love me still, xoxo

2009-07-04T22:20:00.003+08:00

PRISONBREAK

It isnt official but still, I can feel it sliding into my deep pocket. Com is back on, phone in my possession. Yeppe. Tomorrow's Sunny Sunday, guess what's up! No swimming, no housetreats, no wasting time in the nearby mall, but just me being Home's Good Girl. So fitting isnt it

Register this: Im a Good Girl

2009-07-03T04:58:00.003+08:00

Bette Davis Eyes, Leighton Meester

Step 1: Play the Bloody Good track Baby. xoxo

Im really enjoying my time now. Its crazy Good. Probably due to the Music.

I feel like Im losing my mind. Yet at the same time I cant help but feel at ease, with this bubbly feeling dying to burst. Such a contradiction. Oh man Im really going crazy. Im noticing the slightest things. The things that dont matter! I cant describe. I cant think. Overwhelming feelings that Ive encountered just not too long ago. Its crazy. CRAZY. CRAZY OKAY! Driving me nuts. I need to write, need someone to know exactly. To try decipher. Just take me.

So, I was at point blank this afternoon, and suddenly some mighty power just had to force the "linking" thought into my underused brain. And I thought, omg that might actually be true, linking all the similarities. Its either my fucking problem or the other parties' trait. Wooohoo!

Sidetracking,You ever knew I love The Oldies? There's this something so captivating about the Oldies. Somewhat never failing to make me feel more human, as if my heart could ache. Woah, crazzyyy night!

1981 She's ferrrroooooocious

ps ps ps. sorry havent been replying to your messages.
The best one Ive gt 'Hey, are you dead? Havent heard from you since ***' I got a good laugh out of that man.

Will this ever get posted? haha
If so, For really no reason, Fuck off

2009-06-30T15:27:00.003+08:00

Do not message, or call me.

Im currently uncontactable. Unless you want to get shit, dont try

Screw the plans today, screw the plans tomorrow, screw the plans on thur, screw the plans.

Sorry, sorry sorry.

They are trying to get me back on track.
Im quite liking the idea.

If it isnt clear enough, Im Grounded.

2009-06-28T23:35:00.000+08:00

Given time, things just die off

To get the ball rolling again. Got down to our usual hang out, gt the movies(watched 3/4), equipped ourselves with food and headed down to a perfect snuggle up at baby's place. Did the nails, & really talked. Sure did miss all this action. Its pretty apparent one day isnt enough. Blah. I will have to split myself into pieces. Tomorrow swim, movie & dinner. How is my mother gonna respond to this new start of wasting time? Holy, I will have to squueeze time out. I want to be a home bird! Ive yet to unpack. To expect nagging soon.
I ate 2 packs of m&m's at one go! I still have one more with me. I LOVE THE BLUE ONES.
Im hungerrrrieeee

The Oldies

2009-06-28T03:06:00.003+08:00

The waves came in, I fought a brave battle & lost.

Im back finally, yes finally. Camp is over. Mixed feelings everywhere all written over it. The tiredness must have really killed 90% of the fun that I could have had. Sorry peeps, I was like a stone till clubbing came. It was exciting, thrilling. I just feel so lost right now. I slept my fill already, but still, there's this disorientation lingering within me. I cant seem to shake it off. This feeling gives me reason to believe that things arent the same anymore. As such, uncertainty kills me. So disturbing. Why, why.
Come, save me once more. I need my life back

There's another opening for another camp! (should I?) 29 july - 1aug (part1) + ?? = 11days!

2009-06-19T22:23:00.001+08:00

Rush rush baby

Tomorrow, I ought to be signing in at 8pm. But, due to unforseen circumstances, I can't! I hope I dont get charged with awol. Aww, its just oneee night! I will be there, first thing on the early Sunny Sunday Morning ( i hope ) before anyone notices! You can keep a secret right? Thereafter, you can expect to not see me anymore for 1 Good week.

You shall miss me, and I will.

Take care lovelies.

2009-06-19T22:22:00.000+08:00

I remember, Do you?

This suddenly hit me, fast and lasted quite short, apparently.
How I used to love Gwen Stefani, those times, short sweet times.
I'm really changing, I can almost feel it in me
Love me nonetheless ?

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2009-06-19T10:21:00.000+08:00

210609 0221

Dead scared. Dead stiff. Am I forgetting anything ?
I need to sleep.

2009-06-17T23:37:00.000+08:00

Watch you go

back then

/
You smelt of deathe

2009-06-17T01:04:00.001+08:00

You cant help but wonder

G

2009-06-16T00:01:00.001+08:00

Eyes fluttered, actions restricted, speech with thought, everything mattered. So Hot.
Gimme more

2009-06-13T23:47:00.003+08:00

With every Good, comes along Bad

Such a sweet guy, with all the sending home. Love the car, the speed, the topless roof view, the wind riding through my raised fingers, the stars, the empty roads at 3am, the lights, the blasting of Good music,

the grooving to the beat, the cam whoring,

the driver.

Had a great time. Dangerous

Im gonna get to ride a motorcycle soon, ohmy so thrilling !
Right now, Im feeling really good.

So much more

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150609 0013

Never say never -The Fray

There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[X2]

Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hand

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time, time and time again
Younger now then we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[X2]

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[X4]

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2009-06-08T23:02:00.003+08:00

Cultivate Immunity

Im signing in Tomorrow, & will be out Friday late. Miss me not.
Have a nice day

update
my fever is back

the heart doesnt feel empty like this
/update

2009-06-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

I need someone, someone, please

2009-06-03T02:03:00.005+08:00

I love you no more, go cry

First thing in the morning I'll pretty much be sent backpacking & you wont see me for the next three days or rather, this marks the start of my staying out out out 3, 4, 7 days! Its just the start & its time to say ByeBye Juin. This will be good apart from more strangers? (oh wait i classified that as something good), there will be minimal or rather no more chance for me to go shopping. yay. I mean like I think I spent close to 200 or more ? I didnt know, till someone did accounting for my Money. Im amazed how (much) I spend seriously. I can go 1.5 months or 2 without repeating clothes. But there's just so much clothes I lost interest in, before I had my First time with it. Poor little thing.

Thou shalt be sold very soon alrightdyo !

Did I mention I watched Terminator today? Yeah I sure did. And this is all Im gonna/could say.

Er, Not bad ?

2009-05-27T02:04:00.000+08:00

♥♥♥

Kim Hyun Joong

Oh you good looking, you're the first actor I actually wana meet :) I'mmm happy. Ask me again 1 week later k ?

Its probably just the aftereffects of watching drama series. But till then, let him be mine ? Please

MUACKZXZZXZ

It actually got me thinking.

& I remembered what Mr J once told me,

I think I could, I would find some reason to believe,

eventually

2009-05-25T03:51:00.001+08:00

yoyoyo,
Gd Morning !

2009-05-22T03:11:00.000+08:00

The last good movie? I forgot

I just caught a 5 stars movie dude. Transformers (2007). Where, What was I doing in 2007 (J2) ? Seriously, the movie was fantastic, breathtaking, nerve-wrecking wtf. Now I can proudly watch cartoon transformers knowing

who's the gd Optimus Prime and the bad Megatron.

Good Good show topped with Linkin Park's What Ive Done
Prepare yourselves for the Revenge of The Fallen (2009) ! It is gonna be so gd.

Oh & with Megan Fox, need I say more ? Really ?

Revenge Of The Fallen on 24th June !

2009-05-19T01:03:00.005+08:00

Meet MoMo

Disappointing but, Abstinence is no friend of mine. Its only 3 days coming & i need out.

I wonder. I think I know. I'm so close I can smell why

2009-05-18T01:10:00.000+08:00

Take a step back, to be better

Phone is on silent, aint really into this whole going out, have fun & get damn tired anymore. I just want to stay home, Stay Home. I think I slept my fill today. I want to go to East Coast, sit by the beach, drink coffee and just read. Exercise more, sleep more, ponder more. I feel free.