here im finally! well alive and kicking =p
im glad so.
okay havent been here due to some unfortunate events. esp christmas. one would say im out of luck. another would say GOD dosent like me. okay wadever it is. im cool. so what exactly happened?CHRISTMAS EVE.
i woke. vomitted; slept; woke becos it was around time to get ready for work. but lay dead on the bed. i couldnt move. everywhere i felt pain; and whenever i coughed; its like having those things pumped on your chest to get you down to earth again. wadever. it just hurt terribly; tears just started forming. so SICK. den i vomitted again. nose came running. and i couldnt take it so i called to take leave. worst of all; christmas eve all the doctors close by noon; and it was past noon. so i just had to live by my own. so that was the scenario. my mother started scolding and scolding me blahblahblah; definately not helping. and was like YOU SEE LAR. den blah; my tears started rolling; and everything went blur. before i slept again; i vomited. den slept. i woke and ate and slept again. then when i woke the next time round; i was alone at home; everyone went to celebrate xmas. YEAH. and i vomitted again. AGAIN is getting old huh. okay so didnt eat for the fear i might vomit again. IT WAS HORRIBLE. worst illness i ever gotten.
... and i didnt get to do the countdown. i was too weak for it. =((CHRISTMAS.
woke sickly. was a little giddy; but insisted to go to work. so got there; and got the fever back -_____-; but battered till work was over. and went home.
the subsequent days...
COUGH COUGH COUGH. RUNNING NOSE. rub rub rub. the heat and all; no air con. blah. my nose is definately run-ned down. totally like dried and peeling; yet still sniffy. cough- once in a while; some really bads ones though that can make your eyes real watery.
so how's that for a christmas?
-one sure good memorable one.
all i wanted was a special one; not sickly one. but... i give up.
TODAY.
today today today; was the day where i went to MERIDIAN for orientation. i have been like working working and working that i didnt have time to feel all excited over it. haha but i guess im grown up? haha day before slept at 2. woke up at 6.30 today. so little sleep. so met qi and went to meridian. haha at entrance saw weng seng. haha so funny; so shocked eh.. both of us.. haha so got to the board and checked. everyone splitted up. thats the whole idea right? so got to the hall; had many talks blhablahblah. and finshed! at 12.30.. went down to tamp and walked the whole of the two buildings. saw many people eh.. and i ate ice cream; and chocolates =\ that explains my never ending running nose; and cough. HAHA. temptation JUST too great.so i got home; by bus. and i almost missed my stop! i dozed off in the bus seh. so TIRED. it was likebecos of the jam; thats why i woke up. my bus was like already off my stop. den i was like ringing the bell; so panically. haha and he let me out. =\ pai seh eh. got home; logged immediately online; and thought what i should do.. called mr gui for consultation; haha kind soul; he helped me with the choices; with the help of mrs yong =) haha so i got my choices! triple YAY! i waiting for 3 JAN! so now; im here; gonna go off; eat and catch a nap.*YAWN. tomorrow morning shift; class got bbq; should i go? will be late definately.what a LONG blog.- live for tomorrow. not the past.<3 you're just you. don't try to be what people expect you to be.; no one can make you inferior without your consent.
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