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eclair
jeudi, janvier 05, 2006

day two of orientation.

went to school; and the results of the posting was out. i got my S301! =) okay but still sad. and i know why. hmph. okay so now; had assembly; did the neccesaries. then off we were to play. had OH time; did the planning for the campfire; which i would not be attending on fri becos of work. sian. after which there was lunch; ate; and had mass dancing like yesterday. only today was couple dancing. -__-; not that bad. didnt even know that guy's name. HA. okay so danced; a bit blur eh.. den there was CSI meridian. initially it was okay; den the fun started to die out. got a bit sianed; i felt dirty. then, had talks talks; debrief and reminded of the event tomorrow. tomorrow we are going sentosa! =) another messy day. damn tiring. worst than work. start considering poly! hmmm. i am losing my voice due to all that craziness and cheering.

friendly you.


I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you


♥ 12:48 PM