=( demoralised.
okay it happens that somehow; tomorrow is my last working day. LAST. woah. then, there is this unwillingness. hmm. okay im in the morning shift yeah. gonna try make it worth while. today i woke up at 11.15 when i had to report at 12. =\ rushed like mad. and practically ran to work. and phew. was one min early. haha. cant blame me eh. i tired eh. its tomorrow. tomorrow's actually my last day! my god!
poly or jc? poly is attractive. because diplomas are offered.
jc is attractive too; becos i just like meridian. the uniform; everything; and its a straight ticket to uni. hmph.
poly- accountancy; business; life sciences, banking is attracting me. hmph. think.
my brother went to army today. =(
i sort of miss him. though i rarely ever talk to him nicely. but just recently; JUST he has been darn good to me eh. maybe my brother does mean more than what i thought to me. who's gonna fight with me? who's gonna make me mad? who's gonna irritate me? who's gonna fight with me for the computer rights? argh. life is so gonna be boring. i didnt even sent him off. i messaged him actually. it went smth like this.
i was like 'tc, drink loads of water =]'
and he was like ' eh ok '
so distant huh. gosh.
im trying not to fall; its such a long way back. but;
here i am.
♥ 3:12 PM