i feel so stupid.
what a let down i am.
problems which are so visible; yet the solutions are so hidden.

wad the hell am i talking. okay; so today my bro went back to army. darn. i was kind to him today okay; i let him use the com from morning to the time he had to go. i didnt even shoo him out of the room becos i needed to pack or do some assignments. maybe the next time id see him is cny. so takecare. father forced me to send him a message using my hp with HIS words. where's the sincerity eh.

TODAY; the rain made me lazy. i woke up at 10. went out with my mum a while; initially was supposed to cut my hair; but was lazy; did everything quickly; cos i just wanted to go home. didnt manage to get out of house today becos she had to study for chem test. =( so i ate and slept for the whole afternoon. yet now im still tired. grrr. so here im; still got some lil assignments to do; later after tv ba..

TOMORROW's a LONG day. cca recuitment. and i only have one lecture for the day =) should i not attend the morning assembly? it seems rather _______ . im so sianed.

the question is : have i grown up?
at least now i have learnt to let go; let people have wadever they want; or wadever their ways are. its uncomfortable; but i dont want another war.

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