id be the first to go; dont wana be the last to know.
a reason for goodbye...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. =\ very tired today. woke up at 8 when i slept at 3am. eyes were like pryed open; tried to sleep but just couldnt. got up; watch tv all the way to 11 den changed to go bai nan. every year like that one. BORING SIA. so hot somemore; i woke three quad sleeve. brrr. so went to my mother's mother's house. stayed there quite long; all my mother's siblings came; actually we were the latest. HAHA as usual. so chatted; ate lunch; and played stupid games with my cousins. they are young. so easy to bluff. =\ but bryen is so cute` long time no see; dosent seem close to me anymore. =( he used to follow me around. darn. all growing up. after all that; they were going to my uncle's house; to swim. but my family had to go to father's side` to visit his sister. a while only... 8 years never visit her becos of some adult reason. but when i saw her recently at my workplace; she totally did not know who i was. this shows i have grown up =) okay so my other cousins who are much older; seem so distant also. one finishing law in uni this year; and the other is a doctor or smth.
then, we went home. i was awfully tired.
so popped on the bed and slept till now. i think that's all for visiting; the rest is wait for ppl to come.. haha
its like my father has 6 siblings; and i rarely see them. last year not even one. this year one. 8 years ago; two of them. i have never seen his brothers before. =(

cny isnt that great afterall; my mood to it is dying with the years.
GIVE ME SOME CHANGE. COS, I NEED IT.
nevertheless; ENJOY the holiday period. =)

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