just when you decide to leave it to fate;
fate comes tapping your back.
TODAY; is chinese new year eve. reminds me of reunion dinner; last minute finshes before the arrival of the actual day. yet, i dont feel ready. no mood. no festive mood. maybe i need to go chinatown to experience it. just finished cleaning my room after my mother's continuous nagging. later comes reunion dinner. its been a long time since my family actually sat down to eat together. someone is always missing. either me; late from school, or at the sofa eating or my brother in the army, father late becos of work or mother; always in front of the tv. yet, i dont look forward to it. i feel a lil uneasy. grrr just hope everything turns out fine (:
loads of hw for the ny. wad a spoiler.
then again; what do i really want?
♥ 7:00 AM